Friendship

I know. I know.

Teddy's friendship with Mikey is a constant theme in blog posts this year because, well, it's a constant theme in our life. It's such a beautiful thing because friendship makes all our lives richer.

This weekend Mikey's mom shared a photograph of Mikey's health homework with me, and it makes my heart so happy.

All the feels. 🥰

It's neat to see a glimpse of what Mikey sees in Teddy, what he can put into words about why he enjoys Teddy's friendship so much. 

Ducks

I'd like to submit photographic evidence that my ducks were in a row. One time. At least for a bit.

That's me and 6 ducks in a row!

This was made possible in part by our Huckleberry Hiker, which allows us to hike with Teddy (down a rocky, steep, trail and through river crossings, as was the case with this hiker). It helps when the most unpredictable duck is strapped quite literally into a chariot that I'm pulling. But still, it counts as ducks in a row!

Family Photos

Last weekend we spent the weekend at our land with all our big kids, otherwise known as the Bigs or our adopted children. These incredible young adults aren't really our children, nor are they really technically adopted in the legal sense, but they are indeed our big kids ... an extension of our family.

Teddy is the catalyst for all these relationships, as most of our Bigs are caregivers (past or present) for Teddy. Throw in a few COVID bubbles, friendships fostered among the Bigs, and somehow we're all family. We now have 3 adopted daughters and 1 adopted son (who happens to be the biological brother of one of our daughters, so we're treated to some authentic sibling bickering, too, at times!). Add one long-term boyfriend to the mix, and we had 5 extra humans at our land last weekend, all of whom both our boys adore. 

This makes my heart so darn happy. They fill spaces in our lives that we didn't know were lacking. They choose to spend time with us, and they genuinely seem to enjoy hanging out with us. Plus, we're past all that teenage angst, drama and hormones with the Bigs. 

So while you might expect our family photo to look like this:

The reality is the one that is more accurate and complete is this:

S'mores

Teddy has never liked s'mores. He has attempted them and handed them back to us, made faces and refused them. 

So, we've adapted and given him deconstructed s'mores minus the marshmallows, which were clearly the culprit because the kid devours chocolate, graham crackers and peanut butter. (Hey, peanut butter is a s'more staple in our household.)

It's not that he's entirely against marshmallows. He's eaten them on occasion plain, and he definitely loves rice crispy bars. I think it's a texture thing with melty marshmallow, so we've just adapted and it's worked just fine ...

... until the other weekend when he kept trying to make a s'more. Since Teddy doesn't talk, there's always a little bit of trying to understand if our interpretation is correct. At first I thought he wanted a deconstructed s'more, but he clearly wanted to cook a marshmallow. So we did that and made a s'more. 

And he shocked me by eating it. (He still kept holding out his hand to have me wipe off the extra marshmallow stuck to him, so I think there's still a texture thing he's not completely loving.) Then he proceeded to make a second s'more and eat it.

His first-ever s'more that he actually ate!

He repeated this the following weekend, so it's safe to say he now enjoys s'mores. 

We joked it was peer pressure because we had a friend along the first weekend devouring s'mores. It's neat, though, to see him enjoy something in a new way and be a full part of the campfire experience.

Guess Who's Back?

... in school, that is.

Teddy's back, tell a friend. Oh wait, his best friend is in his class and rides his bus, so his friend already knows. 😉

All smiles for the first day of school!

Teddy is in 7th grade (ummm, how is that possible) and loves being back in school. He was so darn excited about the prospect of:

1. Going back to school
2. Seeing all his friends
3. Specifically seeing his best friend Mikey every day
4. Riding the bus
5. Going back to his after-school programming

And as I type this, I hear endless giggles as he works with his new at-home provider we have 2 days a week. So that either means that's going great or he's being silly doing things he shouldn't (or both, because that's also a valid possibility.)

Thus far communication from school has been good, which is so refreshing because we've worked hard last year to get into a good routine. The bussing has been a challenge, with him being picked up late every day (and therefore arriving late to school), and today he magically arrived home 15 minutes earlier than scheduled. So unfortunately we're the squeaky wheel calling the bus company every morning after the bus is more than 10 minutes late and calling the special education office who coordinates the bussing. While we don't like to be the pain, we also know how hard it is for Teddy to wait for the bus and how disruptive it is for him (and us) when he's picked up late. 

Aside from that hiccup, the one thing that's been on my mind last week is the inherent value we bring as humans to the world. It was on my mind as Teddy headed back to school, and so many people were so genuinely happy and excited to see him again. It's not because Teddy is a star student, super helpful in the classroom, leading by example with class participation, excelling at academics, etc. In terms of what society often values in productivity (being a productive member of society), Teddy doesn't check those boxes. But he is inherently valuable as a human being for who he is. He is enough (and if I'm being honest, some days more than enough). 

It's something I'm trying to convey to AJ, who struggles with his self-worth being tied in his grades, productivity, etc. It's something I think most of us struggle with, but it's so easy to see in Teddy. His presence, who he is, is what people value in him. It's why they're excited to see him. It's a pretty cool thing and yet another way I learn from life with Teddy.

Friendship

As parents, we want our children to thrive physically, emotionally and socially. We want them to be accepted and embraced for the wonderful, quirky little humans they are. We want them to have friends, good friends.

Over the last two years, I've had the pleasure of watching AJ thrive in middle school with an incredible friend group. He's found his tribe of friends who share common interest, laugh hard together, definitely fit together in their own wonderfully weird way and have each other's backs. It's been such a joy to get to know these boys and to see AJ have the friendships he's developed. And, boy, is he a good friend, thoughtful, kind and empathetic.

With Teddy, it's always a bit of a mystery what happens outside the realm of our supervision. We know he's had playdates with our friend's kids and that he's a social boy who believes everyone is his friend. He's had two friends from the bus and school through the years who have done play dates, and he's certainly enjoyed those. But this last year has been incredibly special in terms of friendship.

At his after-school programming, he became friends with another younger boy. Since I don't do after-programming pickup most days, I was quite confused at the library when all of the sudden a woman asked me if Teddy was Teddy. I said yes, and she told her son that Teddy was at the library. This little boy screamed Teddy's name, ran across the library and scooped him into a hug all the while Teddy was grinning and excited to see him. I told the lady I needed a bit of help, and she clarified her son and Teddy were friends from this programming. It was just cool to see that relationship.

The other relationship that has blossomed into a full-on bromance is Teddy and his friend Mikey. What started as classmates and friends at school has evolved into all sorts of play dates this summer, playing baseball on the same team, shared dinners and all sorts of fun. No matter how much time these two spend together, it is never enough! Mikey is constantly asking what Teddy is doing, when he'll see Teddy and if Teddy can come play. And Teddy is always searching for more of Mikey, asking in his own way to include him in activities and literally bouncing up and down with joy to see him every time. 

Baseball besties made this season even more fun!

It was interesting hearing from Mike's parents about their introduction to Teddy. They said Mikey constantly talked about Teddy, how much fun they had at school, how they sit together, and nonstop chatter about Teddy. But they never got details exactly on what they did together or what they talked about, so they weren't quite sure what to expect. They reached out to us through a letter sent home on the bus with Teddy how they've heard all about Teddy and would we like to get together. I was so tempted to be sassy and say we'd never heard a word about Mikey but figured that wasn't a good way to start a friendship. You can imagine that when they learned Teddy is non-speaking that clarified for them why they never heard what the boys discussed. 

I'm so glad they reached out because the two boys are such a joy to watch together, and they make each other so darn happy. Mikey talks enough for both of them, but they understand each other with Teddy's signs and gestures and simply get along. 

For a child like Teddy, it's incredibly cool to see this type of friendship develop. I'm here for all the best friend moments! (No, really, I still have to supervise Teddy. But dang, this is mostly joyful to supervise.)

Happy Belated Birthday!

Two weeks ago we celebrated Teddy's 12th birthday. While 12 may not seem like a milestone, every birthday for Teddy feels like a milestone because of the medical literature that existed when we got his diagnosis when he was 2.5 years old.

At that time, there was so little known about his disorder (at the time called Multiple Congenital Anomalies-Hypotonia Seizures Syndrome 1, now known as PIGN-CDG) that Google returned less than 10 results. And tucked into those results was the life expectancy of 3 years.    

Imagine reading that when your child is only 6 months away from turning 3, wondering why he has this invisible expiration date that you didn't know existed, contemplating how your relatively healthy child could be dead in months. 

Needless to say, the medical literature was wrong. While his disorder does unfortunately take away far too many of our children far too early from complications from seizures, respiratory illnesses and a world that is too hard for those sweet ones with medically fragile bodies, others are surviving and thriving well into their 30s and likely beyond. Given that this disorder was only discovered in 2011 and that there's so few known cases, that's why we aren't aware of older individuals, not because they don't exist.

So that's why birthdays feel monumental. At times they feel challenging because it's hard to know what to get Teddy some years. Other years it's a reminder of another year of age, yet developmentally not being where his peers are. We never know quite what emotions will arise with birthdays. 

But this was a sweet year, a day filled with a bunch of family and friends. A day spent playing with all his people, loving that more than any of his gifts, though he did great opening his gifts. A year with lots of ice cream gift cards, so he and his best friend can keep visiting Baskin Robbins like it's going out of style. 

Oh, and there was dancing and a giant dinosaur balloon to ride ... until it died. But it's probably an OK thing that it died because Teddy was about to make all the adults ride it. 

Birthday boy with his toys.